I don't want to be just the girl who would regal you with words written in grandiosity and prose; nor the girl who would stimulate your mind with witty repartee's and fuel your cynicism with my own brand of wry sense of humor and amusing banters. I don't want to be the girl who you would remember as the one you hooked up on a night you were bored, a nocturnal aficionado like yourself; interesting for a while but someone you can blatantly tossed aside as soon as your conquest is rewarded and your curiosity is satisfied.
I don't want to be the girl who you placed in a pedestal, sending her to an emotional roller coaster ride and reducing her to question herself on her incapacity to handle a relationship let alone raise a pet or stand on her own two feet. I don't want to be the girl whom you require to hang on every word you say, to walk on egg shells around you and disappoint you in the process. I will not be the girl who would wait until you come to your senses nor the girl you will dismiss like a paid servant.
For I am the girl whom if equally reciprocated will make you the centre of her adrenaline. The girl who would stay in the sidelines and adore you for all that you are and not what you can dispense materially. For I am the girl who can make a name on my own and can seat on my laurels and basked in the glory of the sun. I am the girl who made surviving a religion for I am the epitome of a steel magnolia, gentle on the exterior but tough if the situation calls for it, however, empathy, warmth, laughter, kindred spirit and generosity are the makings of my being.
I am the one who was taken from your rib and molded to His perfection, the one who was placed beside you and not behind for we are one to traverse the entity of our existence with joint dispositions. The cruelty of the world managed to distort some of my smooth edges; but nevertheless, I am the girl who would put you first more than herself.
I am the girl who is in sync with your desire, who is in tuned with your mind and has the spirit to hold your reins with hands laced in velvet and steel. I am the girl you want to go home to, the one who knows you inside out; the fears that you deny and the success you secretly admire. I am the girl who would hold your hands and wipe away your doubts and inhibitions and to bear your intricacies with divine patience and humour.
For I am the girl who would bring out the best in you, your pillar of strengthwhen it seems that everything is falling apart and after all are said and done; I am the girl who would love you better even after death.